Paris &Jane Anna (woot woooot!)

Monday/Wednesday= paris
Tuesday/Thursday= jane anna
Friday= BOOOOTH! :p

"Each friend represents a world in us, a world possibly not born until they arrive, and it is only by this meeting that a new world is born."
- Anais Nin
Tue Apr 28

IM DOIIING

another one of those translations. but this one is a song, and girl. i think we sub consciously wrote this song for drew and sent it to the band “jamestown story” cause it is my exact thoughts. and i think yours too. 

okay, the bold is the words. italix is what i think.

So you say that you have nothing to give but you give me a way to say 
you’re much too uncontrollable

really, for real. she thinks she isnt better than these drugs. but she always gives me a better reason to say she is better than them.
Give it a rest and let me show you how it should be, and how it could be, if you didn’t

all we want to do is show her a way! if she didnt..
Sell yourself short with things that distort all reality, banality should be your new nickname

didnt mess with things that made her see the world in a false sense. right now all she sees is the fun party side, or the harsh cold side. there really is no inbetween for her.

Your appearance may pass, but that will never last So before I witness tragedy I’ve got to cut all ties 

yes, she is gorgeous. and her appearance passes on many levels! but she needs to keep her appearance classsy! dont be someone youre not!

You’ve been searching way too hard to find a way to take away the pain 
you’ve inflicted on yourself, get help, but stay away from me

okay, so yes. she tries to find ways to get rid of pain, and that just causes more pain! she needs to find a way to stop inflicting all this crap in her life on herself. its not helpinnng.

All the drugs might keep you up but you’re going down 

BAM! it might hurt her, but yes. those drugs make her feel better about herself. without them, its kinda like the floor is taken from beneath her feet.

so yeah ive got some hell to pay, for my mistakes, and all that ive taken for granted

she will sure have hell to pay if she doesnt fix it. and thats the scariest part..

Maybe I’ll wake up wiser, maybe its time to get out of these habits they’re so toxic that I can’t breathe 

maybe she’lll find out the hard way. when all that toxic gas (drugs) just choke her, and she cant breathe and be herself. i pray she finds that the easy way! i hope.

Sorry just won’t do, I’m sorry I’m sorry I’m sorry
Save it it’s no use, I’m sorry I’m sorry

okay, so maybe we want her to say sorry. but for me, i feel like that can never make up for my loss of a chill, cool, amazing best friend

This is who you are, this is what you are

its become who she is. or what she is. and its terrible.


It can’t go on and on and on and on and on

i cant even stand her like this for much longer.

so that song was basically written by us! it really hiiiit me hard!